What is 'socially awkward', is that why I don't get invited to hangout?

You sound like me hahaha I can too be socially awkward at times but I have always been here in America, Seems to me you aren't awkward you're just not conversating about things that don't interest you, I wouldn't fake smile or fake laugh though. :) you sound cool to me and seems like you've had quite an interesting life too! And hey whats wrong with being a combination of That's& crazy?Thats me exactly!don'tnice but dont disrespect me or I'll show the crazy side ha ha Its how more people should be!